A Lowly Soul.... Poem by Angela Ilyas

“A Lowly Soul in a Lowly World! Who can find She?
No One! For No One Really Sees Her for Who She Really Is, and All that She can Really be…Not Even She!
Why?
For She is Cast Aside without Care, Concern and True Love!
Forsaken, Forgotten, Abandoned, Rejected and Abolished From All that She has Ever Loved!
This is SHE, this is Her Reality!
And so, for a Long Time She has been Content without the feeling of love…
Because the feelings of Death, Solitude, and Complete Utter Loneliness has been her companion for these many, many years!
BUT WAIT! Can It Be?
Can It Be that She’s In Love again? !
For She Now feels Vibrant, Unspeakable Joy, Beautiful, Passionate, Desirable of Companionship and Life once again!
Her Heart that has once been Dead, now Knows the Breath of Life through Love!
Can It Really Be…
NO! ! !
Instead…this Love…This Love that She Craves for More and More Each Day…
and These Feelings that She has Come to Desire and Wants to Keep for All Eternity…
She Can’t! !
Because it’s All in VAIN!
All but Only a Fathom of Her Imagination and Untrue!
It’s A Dream Never to Be! ! !
For it Can Never Be!
Oh My G-d…Why does Thou Forsaken SHE?
Forsakend yet again…
to this world of Lifelessness, Pain, Anguish and a Grief…
No Author could Ever Name with but ONE WORD!
For it carries such a Burden that should just Never be Said! (HUSH!)
So… Once Again…
SHE…the Lowly Soul in a Lowly World will Succumb to Nothing except Sadness, Loneliness, Disparity, and the Feeling of Absolutely No Love!
Why?
Because that’s All She Knows!
Sacrifice of the Heart, Mind, and Soul!
OH G-d have Mercy on SHE! ? ! ? ! ? ! ? !
For SHE is Really ME! This is MY Reality! ! ! ! ”