A New Life Poem by Dead Poetic

I don’t know what to do so much is going on
At times my life just feels like a con
I want it to stop I just want to be
So why do bad things happen to me?
I had that life that was all good and fine
Then she got sick and my sister committed a crime
I want a new life to have and love
One where I can sit back and watch the clouds above
My friends are leaving me they all hate my ways
But they don’t know that I’m counting my days
How could they, they never ask what’s wrong
I haven’t seen them sympathetic in so long…
Everyone is gone and I am here
Sometimes I wish my death is near…