A Writers Mind In Pain (Age 17) Poem by Jessica C. Galvan

'i go through the day with a smile on my face
so that my pain remains unseen
minute by minute
hour by hour
day by day
i try to move on but its the somatic lullaby that keeps me from sleeping at night
keeps me from stepping forward
After sleepless nights and rainy days
i realize that I cant take it
I start to break inside
This wreck that I have become
Has to come out
so I sit and write
its my outlet
pain fills each dropp of ink as my emotions filter through
word by word
A single tear falls from my eye onto my words
as it smears down the page
My journey has started
Each word has 1,000 meanings and pours out 1,000 tears
I am a lone wreckening
hated...
sadness fills my soul and is released onto my paper of truth
the record of my life that will never be forgotten
thoughts of you fill my heart but make me want to cry
I'll write and write forever until my story is told
until my way of life is set
All thoughts and emotions
dreams and ambitions
sadness and happiness
are gathered on this page
each dropp of ink tells a tale of love and hate
of anger and madness
of laughter and sadness
whether Im happy or sad
day by day my story is told
every tear is worth it
every smile and every heart break
this is my world
my way of life unseen
all this is formed in the writers mind

me...

And my journey never ends! '

© 2006 JESSICA C. GALVAN (All rights reserved)