Afraid Of You Or In Love With You Poem by Jeanette Matthews

I think that I'm more afraid of you than in love with you
I use to be happy and impressed by the thing you would do
Now I fear of you snapping out
My mother warned me, she told me what getting to involved was about
I did listen, I did take consideration of her words
But somehow I didn't recongnize the doing so my cries was unheard
I really don't know the feeling cause I think about you when you are away
But those thoughts be about whether you are going to encourage or destory my day
I know that you love me I know that your feeling are true
And I want to say it so bad but I just can; t constantly say I love you
I can't say it twice to save my life
Maybe this a sign telling me that I'm not going to be your wife
I'm confused to tell you the truth I'm confused on what it is
Sometimes I think what we have fake when I know its rreal
Words can't describe it and its hard for me to explain
Well I'm tired of doing so because its driving me insane
I guess I don't want nobady else or maybe its I haven't thought about some one else
I guess I care about you enough, to not let you be in a relationship all by yourself
Is it that I care about you and don't love you like I suppose to do
If you wouldn't scare me to death maybe I would and could actually love............................