All My Fault... Poem by Dislocated Heart

What a guilt trip, Call me and ask how I'm doing.
Being a good father yes? of course.. its what you think.
you put a spin on it, telling me, 'Its what you wanted right boy? your mom and I gettin a divorce, dont tell me you didnt say that. Your mother off with another guy, are you happy now? '

I stared blank into the sky...
I kno I said it..
you hurt her..
You slapped her before..

But I didnt say a word..
I took it all this time.
I felt I deserve it..

Its my fault, indeed It was.. Now I kno.
& pa, sorry for your heartache.
As you talked to me calmly,
All I felt I wanted to do was yell..
Tellin you your wrong,
But instead this time..
I took it, having a silent cry..

I'm sorry for the divorce, its my fault..
all mines..