Alone Poem by Himanshu Chauhan

It's been long... i have waited so long
Can't express you in my songs
I don't need a reason to remember
But you played it long.

No messages no calls
but i still want to hold you in my arms
I sometimes dial your number but then delete it back
I have learnt to stay calm.

Sometime i feel to erase everything we had
but those are the only things we have
Don't know where to go and where to run
And what to do with the love left? ?

I love you and then hate myself more
I hate that guy and love you more
You love me but love him more
I hate you too but love you even more

One day you will realise when you will be all alone
It's the way it's gonna end
I tried my best and you pushed me more
Now when you look back
You are all alone
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.
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But when i look at you
I see myself alone... all alone