Cyanide Escape

Woke up this mornin',
got a ride home from a ol'friend,
here's your twenty bucks,
now I'm alone in room again,
thoughts racing threw my head,
please remember me when I'm dead,
Don't try an call,
No one will be home,
So just leave me alone,
I slit my wrist,
Send you my last good byes,
Remember not to cry,
I've always tried,
I've been left with wet eyes,
confused on what is home,
No one will ever know,
I look to the sky,
Always wondering why.