Alone Again Poem by Beautiful Disaster

Sitting here in an empty room alone with my thoughts,
Wat a scary place to be.
I've fallin so low n I don't know how.
Could it be, all the things u said to me were really true?
I truely thought I had it all figured out
but now I'm standing here without a clue.
Feeling so ugly inside n out. This is as low as I've ever sank without a doubt. looking in the mirror n hating every inch of wats looking back at me.
I realize I don't wanna be this person anymore, as the tears n blood hit the floor.
Didn't anyone ever tell u old habits die hard?
Not even sure where the razor came from, I suppose its from my stash
like a blast from my past. I knew the sunshine would never last.
All I wanted was to be happy, can someone tell me why it seems like no one love me?
I thought I said all the rite things n made all the right moves,
yet here I stand alone again. I guess this is really the end.