Am I Happy Poem by Jude Pereira

Description: - I was just sitting alone in my room one day thinking bout life as usual... It occured to my mind... How I've literally spent my life till now making others happy... Ans as i thought bout it... I realised each one of us does it... At home make your parents happy... At work.. YOur boss... At school.. Your teachers... Your friends... Bloody... Even in Government office ya've ta make the guy behind the chair happy by sliding some Vitamin M(Money) under his table...
So this goes out to all of you people who have felt what i've felt... And to those who haven't...

I've tried...
I'm trying all my life...
To know...
I know what they decide...
That I'm nothing but their own hands...
To lie is my life's only chance...

As i knock at every door...
They keep on asking me for more...
Is this my life's only goal...
Their happiness...
My only cure...

I always do as what they say...
If not they will all just fade away...
To have them with me i must obey...
To keep them happy all the way...

This is all that's left in me.......