Am I To Take The Plunge... Poem by Dislocated Heart

I might be wrong.. I might be right..
I'll never know till I actually try...

Fell to deep.. Once is enough.
she fell for me.. blinded I never saw it coming..
she wanted more the instant, News came up..
She held me... when All came upon me.
am I to return the same for her?
to be her lover?
Kissing her.. when I want is another..
Loving her.. when I'm only pretending..
Say things I really dont mean?

Just to return what she's done for me..?
I couldnt lie..
I can only be a friend..

I couldnt watch her cry..

So I left with no goodbyes...