An Autumn Diary Poem by Filip Yong2

Years come each time i leave my back,
a bird flies with a sound of melody above my head,
i hear about true love so many times,
a memory just one will show me why the reason i cry.

This autumn just make everything different in my mind,
i lost her picture both in my hands and my heart,
about how i hold her hands again and walk to pass this coast,
the sound of sea never walk further from my steps.

Once i look back from my stand,
vacant without her voice anymore,
autumn just a season without caring my heart,
without knowing how much i miss her breath live again.

Step by step i walk to one place myself,
a place with a lot of peace but hurt if i repeat them all again,
no wind give me a fresh anymore once i fall,
'cause this time no reason to repeat them all anymore.

An empty space with a lot of dreams,
always hope to give her breath right by my side again,
who can measure how much i wonder her voice,
to whisper some words when i fall and alone again.

My paces and my steps already near my destiny,
a sacrifice place with a lot of autumn flowers,
she waits my flowers with a lot of patience,
in the other place which is called heaven.

I knee in front of her name,
whispering all of my hopes and my dreams about living together,
even she never by my side anymore,
from the depths of my soul,
i still love her now and forever more.

If today is a time to separate each of us,
these autumn flowers will give an evergreen love for her,
always,
even i step my feet walking away from this place,
this feeling won't be different forever,
she will wait me and love me forever in her life,
that's the reason why i pass this autumn from the bottom of my heart,
and keep these memories forever to prove that i really love her.

'I love You'