Angel Of Honesty Poem by Justin Reamer

When I look at you,
My insides writhe together,
My stomach has a lurching feeling,
Butterflies fly around it,
And my heart beats faster,
Often skipping a beat.

When I look at your blond hair,
I think of the sun,
And its radiance,
And its beauty that it possesses.

When I look into your eyes,
I think of the lake and the sky,
And all its refreshing radiance.
I see your vibrant soul through them,
And I see the vivacity,
Singing ballads through your blue irises.
And I know that affection is in them,
In some way or another,
And I see the eyes of Guinevere,
Which are very like your own.

But when you smile,
My mood is uplifted,
And my heart races,
And I feel as light as a feather,
As if I'm flying through the air,
Free with you,
And feeling everything great,
For your smile brightens everyone's hearts.

I will tell you, my angel,
I care about you,
And I know you have had rough times,
But I will stand by you.
I know what you are going through,
For I have been there myself,
And I am aware of the healing process,
And I will be there always.

I know you are recovering,
And I understand that,
But due to the nature of my good heart,
I will help you stand your trial.

However, I know I am a fool,
For I know you don't feel the same,
But I would be a fool not to say it,
So, I will openly admit it,
I love you,
In every way possible.

I am but a buffoon,
And I understand that,
But a girl will never fall for me,
Especially you, my angel.
I don't have much to offer,
For 'tis why there's not interest,
And many of them hated me,
So there's not much left unsaid.

But, as a loyal friend,
And because of my own heart,
I will stand beside you,
No matter what it takes.

I will counsel you whenever necessary,
And I will be there for you,
And I will always be there,
No matter what the cost.