Another Feeling Poem by dipak adhya

Why do I feel
I'm no one to the earth?
When I stay lonely
Why tears come down
And a thought of singleness engulfs me?

I look at the trees
Like them I'm also stood
On my own feet
Yet, always there's a feeling of dependence engrosses me.

I don't know.
I don't know how much perfect am I.
I don't know
Is there any necessity of my existence?
I don't know
How much independent am I.

Yet, I enjoyed the stretches of green paddy field,
I enjoyed swimming in the running tide in the river Ichamati,
I enjoyed with the doves of my house,
I enjoyed roaming in our vast garden.

In spite of, a feeling of sorrow
Engrosses me
Whenever I think
The earth doesn't regard me
I'm her own one!