Asia Poem by nadea zali

If you ever trust me,
Someday you will understand...
Of all the words I have deliver to you...
It was all came from my heart and my mind...
How nothing is better
But this beautiful feeling I have for you...
It is so pure and natural beating in this heart of mine...
But being intoxicated and poisoned by nothing but you...
You should know...
I love you...
And let this be to your knowledge...
Well if I were just another toy to you...
Play my feelings and fool my mind…
Shake me like wind that shake the light branches of a tree...
My leaves fall for you…
If you ever…
Try to break this bond and the line of my heart to you...
I won't stop you...
You may go your way...
I will follow your way...
Just so you know...
This thing of love you have started will never stop...
How can I survive to see you with another one?
When I have given all of me,
Every second of my time,
My minds were distracted by you...
I couldn't even sleep and eat right...
You have been the major manipulation in my life...
But I am happy with you...
I have no regret of knowing you...
You have been one of my blessing consideration lists...
And may I have to let myself to be happy for you too...
If it's happiness that you define,
To be living without me...
To throw my love,
Far away from your heart
I wouldn't care...
I will still love you...
And all of these words, it keeps growing like a tree...
Where the root was you, now no one is there to shower me...
It's okay baby...
I will let the rain pour into me...
To still let me grow without any care of you...
To still...
Barely try to keep growing without any affection and attention of

you...
I will let the sun...to somehow wash me with its shine...
To let me hope for all the best of you
From the moment it rises till it set...
To illuminate this feeling of sadness away...
I will let the moon to be my only friend,
When your voice has been nothing but a wonderful memory to me in

my sleep...
As I may have been lately is no concern of yours...
I don't care...
I love u so much...
You just need to know that...
That I have never force myself to love you...
Because...
My heart cries for you...
For I have been wanting and yearning for you..
and I do love you..
Forever and always.