Ignore Me Poem by nadea zali

I don’t know baby...
I am not certain...
Because you just keep in silence...
I can't read your silence like I always do...
Maybe I just feel so insecure...
I keep thinking things I don’t desire...
Maybe you bored of me...
Maybe you never love me in the 1st place...
Maybe I just don’t satisfy you...
Maybe simply because I am not perfect...
Maybe you want to leave me…
I am not all that u wanted…
I can't define though I've tried to understand...
I've tried my best...I really did and will always do...
You have entered my life and not only that...
You even own my heart...
I am not strong as I wish to be...
It takes so much strength to be resistant of what I am feeling for you...
This love and feeling for you is pure, natural and real...
I can’t deny my feelings for you...
I can’t pretend that I am okay...
I feel wasted.
I feel unwanted.
I feel every bad feeling ever.
As if I am the worst person in this world...
As if it's pointless to be living in this world...
I can feel my heart is so heavy with the sad warm that I keep...
I can feel my brain think almost everything but reads nothing...
I can feel my blood rushing so slow in my veins of my body...
I can feel that I couldn't keep my feet to stand but just bend…
I cried, I just don’t know where all my tears at...
I scream, I can’t hear it echoes out loud in silence...
I think, but all my thoughts seem to be superfluous...
I've tried, with all of the energy of mine and it was all depleted out of nowhere...
I try to reconnect my heart to you...
You seem so unreachable...
I wish you feel my present in my absence
As I know my love for you never dies...
I’ll wait; I’ll wait till the end of the line...
I don’t see any line...