It's not easy
I'd even say it's quite hard
In your head you think
You're doing it right
I guess you do live
In such a different world
Inside anyway
I still feel alone often
Or rather feel like having to do it
All alone without support
You can't help it
It's not your fault
I know that, In my mind
But that doesn't make it any easier
Your autisme gets in the way
Of having an equal partnership
But you know what I was thinking
Maybe it's just me
I might just see the bad things
More than the good ones
You have those as well I know
The world around us
Would be so much simpler
If I could let it go
Accept you as you are
Like you accept me as I am
Yes you have autism I accept it
The thing I have trouble with
Is that it all comes down to me
And I feel burdned by all of it
© KH
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
a sad and despondent voice, indeed when it falls on one to row the boat...its a claustrophobic situation. Feeling trapped and on the receiving end of a misfortune. lines put very well, amply describe the feelings and the impossibility of the state of affairs. liked