Autobiography In Verse Poem by Sanket Kumar Singh

Autobiography In Verse

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I was born with a void
In my soul
A suffocating emptiness
Bereft to the core.

I try to blend in,
Gently,
I try to exhort myself
To be happy.

Yet a strange, ominous pall
Draws me to itself.
With its squalid splendour
I intoxicate myself

As time creeps by,
Slowly,
It fills my heart
With a vague regret.


I eat the forbidden fruit.
It eats away at my conscience.
For some shape of structure
Still my soul pines.

The void still remains
Besmirching my existence
I can feel myself cave in
As I cease all resistance

But yet!
Some vague silhouette
Amidst the desolate night
Makes me put up a fight.
It's eerie beauty
Pulls me out of my plight.

A new raison d'etre,
Once again,
Coalesces with me,
Helping me forget the gaping holes
That dot my being.

Saturday, January 13, 2018
Topic(s) of this poem: autobiography ,hope,hopelessness
POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
It's about the general feeling of life being devoid of meaning that gnawed at my brain when I was depressed for quite a long period of time. We try pretend to have found meaning in the innate absurdity of life and end up being like the absurd hero described by Camus in his work, The Myth of Sisyphus.
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Ravi Panamanna 13 January 2018

One thing the beginner poet, Soul is never born with a void. If it is born with void, you never can fill it with anything either. Is there nothing else to pen in this world? Look around. You can pick up so many subjects that can bring positivism. Start writing about them. Along with that, be conversant with the work of other poets. We have the Victorian Poets. Just read Sarojini Naidu's The Coromandel Fishers and you can instantly feel the vibe. I wish you a good time with your pen.

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Jazib Kamalvi 13 January 2018

A good attempt. Very impressive write, Sanket. You may like to read my poem, Love And Lust. Thank you.

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