Barely Ok Poem by iron panda 23

I just cant do it
i sit at this computer
as i write this poem
crying...
as i think of everything
thats just running through my head
my nose is all runny...
my tears stop as i write
i dont know why
it keeps coming back
i dont know if i can
continue to take this

Every passing day
i feel even worse than before
i just dont feel that i can do this anymore...
im sick of writing about the pain i feel
but...its the only way
i can release my emotions freely
without a care...
my mind...now...is at a blank
so i guess im feeling ok...
but barely

~IP23