Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer

Pain in my chest,
tears flowing from my eyes
I had enough with this loneliness..

I keep holding on to memories and what-could-have-been's
it never satisfies me, I'm still broken
When will I finally have someone to be mines?

Love is not what I am looking for
just a close friendship would do
Someone who will never fail to cheer me up
Who will accept me for the good and bad
Who will be willing to be there even when it's not needed

Is this too much I am asking for?