Before And After Poem by Desolate Rose

No rose would want to be next to you except for mine
No heart would know how you felt except for mine
No one would have cared to listen to you except for me
Knowing that didn't mean anything to you?
If it didn't I shall explain to you under the moonlight
All that was before now things got different
I remember every tear that fell whenever i looked into your eyes
Everything that was clear as crystal is now confusing,
like someone counting the stars
Blaming myself countless times even though it's not my fault but i feel like it is
If i could just erase every worst memory including you but i cant because this is reality not some dream that i could wake up from