Beloved Pain Poem by Jessica Thomas

I once thought I knew what love was
Yet like a knife, all the way through the pain goes
I can't fathom where I went wrong
Reaching for anyone to whom I can belong
I can't sustain through emotional torture anymore
This will leave me with an open, gaping sore
I don't want to feel the rage and hate
Yet sadness, I know is not my fate
Clueless as to what sets you off
Above all else you taunt and scoff
You don't deserve to tear me apart like this
In the end you will be the one I never miss
After all I have done for you
You corrupted my trust and now you're through
You've spit in my face for the last time
I will never again just forget your crime.