Bleeding Heart

Beyond the Glass Doors
I am sitting.
As I sit, I look at the glass doors.
They are all I have ever known.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I can see through the glass doors.
I can see a courtyard.
It is so beautiful and so unknown to me.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I fear what lies beyond those doors.
For those glass doors are where my life is heading.
I am so afraid of where those doors may lead me.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I fear the unknown.
I fear what life will be like outside the glass doors.
I fear what the glass doors hold for me.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I'm so afraid I won't make it.
I'm so afraid there won't be a return journey for me.
I'm so afraid that I won't be strong enough.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I am afraid of what lies beyond the glass doors.
But I know that I must conquer my fear.
I know everything happens for a reason.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I will be strong.
I will not run away from the glass doors.
I know that I can't run away from the glass doors.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
Everyday I walk closer…
And closer.
Everyday I walk closer to the glass doors.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I don't know where the glass doors will take me.
I don't know what will happen after I walk past the glass doors.
But I will walk anyway.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
They are calling me.
They are telling I must not be afraid.
They are telling that I am ready.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
In my heart I know I am ready.
In my heart I am ready for this change.
I am ready for my new beginning.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I am ready to leave this life behind me.
I am ready for the journey that lies ahead.
I am ready to walk.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I am walking.
I am walking towards them.
I am walking towards the Glass Doors.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
Finally, I am standing in front of the Glass Doors.
I am afraid but I will not walk away.
The Glass Doors are opening for me.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I look at the beautiful world that stands before me.
My heart is racing.
I have never been so happy or so afraid in my life.
I take one small step.
Beyond The Glass Doors.
I am walking past the Glass Doors, leaving them behind me.
I am walking towards my future.
Beyond The Glass Doors.