Back in my big black hole
All comfy and numb.
Heart is beating,
I think
I am still breathing,
I think
Can't feel
Can't tell
Numbness overcomes
and I welcome it.
Tired of trying
Just letting it go.
All is just whatever
Do I care?
Yes I do...
I think.
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Take me back to a time
when everything was right
life was in the light
and happy was my core.
Although i'm comfortable
life is in the dark
nothing is right
will i ever even see you again?
not at this rate.
Down here
in my big black hole
where nothing is nothing
and all is empty...
yet it becomes a welcome change
no smile on my face
real me.
not fake,
Not anymore.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem