Blank Poem by Midnight Blues

I started something but my mind went BLANK....
Maybe I should roll another...
Sometimes I feel that I'm not the one for him.....
Sometimes I feel that I've done my part it's time to go away....
I look at her & she is the one for him..
It's time for me to let him go....
But I don't want to do that though... 
Why should I...
His my heart,
my life,  I love him so...
I don't want anybody else but him...
But the way things are it's not good for us at all...
It's time not to say a word, keep it within....
Every-time you open your mouth..
It starts & ends trebly.
So maybe it's better to keep it within..
He never hears me, he never feels me, he doesn't really know me...
Why can't I just walk away, so easily....
This is the thing that keeps pulling me back...in.......
Fear, lost, emptiness....
Fear, I only have myself & am I fearful in myself.
Lost, a lost of someone I care for, feelings....  
Emptiness, BLANK...
Should I say no more......?