Bliss Or Curse Poem by Rebecca Pepper

I couldn't say what you spoke that day
Its a bliss and curse in similar ways
I held such hope and belief in us
And you left me with naught but a buzz
Its teeth and tongue and wishful young
To be so fair, a fool, so dumb
Yet set no lines and border guards
And showed no confidence in the cards
There's no-one home and no-one near
For following nights shows following fear
So I wish for words to polish this
And I wish for things I've grown to miss