Breaks My Heart Poem by Kayla Duf

What do you want from me,
I'm sorry I can't be what you want to me be,
Life just doesn't work that way,
I want so many things,
I have no idea where to turn,
I'm so confused and now I'm stressed,
It feels so wierd I don't want you to be mad at me,
Please find a space in your heart to forgive me,
I can't find a way to make this work,
It's like you how I feel,
And keep yourself away,
And it breaks my heart,
But I understand,
I didn't want these feelings,
Now I'm stuck with them,
There was no way to stop them,
They just appeared out of no where,
There was no time to even realize
What I had let myself do,
And now I must suffer with feelings,
I don't know what to with them,
This is all new to me,
I don't even know how to tell you how I feel,
It so much more to me than you will ever know,
And I can't risk this ever,
I want to tell you so bad, but I know I never will
This isn't fair to either of us,
I'm sorry for the pain I cause you,
Its so hard to believe that your in my life,
And I'll never even tell you the three little words,
That could make or break my world,
So I'll just keep telling you the only way I can,
With my eyes when I'm not looking at you,
So that you will never see that I'm breaking my heart over you.