Breathe Poem by Courtney Caine

breathe
everything will be ok
the sadness is gone
happiness will come
please just breathe
please stay
don't go
i still need you
but you have left me again
you never stay long
you come long enough
to make me feel alive
then leave
leaving me so cold
i try to breathe
but i cant
i need you to save me
i need you so much
i never knew till now
but every part of me
screams in fear of you
I've let you in to deep
am still as stupid as i was before
you have taken everything from me
you laugh at my pain
you never cared
but i know you love my tears
you made me shed then enough
all the wasted promises
all my love i could have given
its all gone
you have taken it all in your greed
but you don't care you never did
you got what you wanted
and lift me alone
i screamed and cried for you
but you never came
i bleed for you
but you only laughed
what more could you want of me
i don't have anymore to give
look at me
there is nothing left to save
cause there nothing left
worth saving
everything in me has been tainted
my love turned to hate
my hate turned to rage
what is left for me now
there is nothing in the world
for me i will wast away slowly
begging for it to end
but will never come
this is my hell
i have been sent there before my time
with no one willing to save me
so just breathe
the sadness is gone
the happiness will come in time
just breathe