Brofriend Poem by Amber Leigh

Why, am I,
So paranoid,
This once filled heart,
Has been destroyed,
And rebuilt,
Over again,
Repeatedly,
Here I stand,
About to fall,
In my tears,
Instead you catch me,
And hold me here,
In your arms,
I’m safe and warm,
But how do I know,
You feel something more?
You could be the one,
or nothing at all,
my mind is tripping,
you make the call,
soon please,
I can’t break this feel,
Accelerated heartbeat,
This cant be real,
Stop torturing me,
But continue on,
To be with you,
I wish to belong,
You probably don’t,
Feel the same,
Complicate friendship,
I’m to blame,
Assume an assumption,
Be aware,
Be confused,
Don’t cause destruction,
Always be there,
When my negatives fuse,
Will you be the person,
To hug me tight,
And bring me home,
And kiss me goodnight?
Alas,
You could hug me tight,
And remain as my brother,
And bring me home,
When I’m in a disaster,
And kiss my cheek,
When I feel alone,
Nothing matters,
As long as you’re here,
To know in my life,
When the future comes near,
He loves me,
He loves me not,
He’s in love with me,
Or not a single thought,
He’ll make me feel better,
When I’m feeling blue,
With you or not,
I can’t live without you.