Broke Poem by George Anderson

I can't explain just how much pain losing her has brought,
I threw her out and messed around without a passing thought,
The heart I broke and girl I hurt can never be erased,
The love I feel for that same girl can never be replaced,
It kills inside because I know I have myself to blame,
Now all I seem to ever feel is loneliness and shame,
The only way I do escape is poison to my head,
So much to say but I cannot so it just goes unsaid,
I miss her smile and her soft touch more and more by day,
Shes on my mind and in my dreams but that is where she stays,
I love that girl to this here day but she would not believe,
Part of me is hooked on her and she just never leaves,
I'm so strung out she keeps me sick and thats how it will be,
Cause I'm a fiend that cannot change the way she feels for me...