Broken Poem by soulless angel

i sit on the couch feeling so down
the restless feeling winning over me
i wish i could free it
the hope inside me disappearing
i wish i could keep it

last night u did it again
the same start,
the same end
the tears in my eyes
the fear in my heart
it felt like everything just went away
with a blink of an eye it ran away

leaving behind a trail of pain
the immeasurable hurt u gave
the times we had hanging around
u never admitted
u never believed
the truth

u don't know what its like
to be hurt so bad
to be torn apart like i was nothing but stress
i wish if u could feel
the pain u always left behind
i wish if u could just once see
how broken i was
i could have fallen into pieces
it was u what kept me together

i wish u had just once confessed
that i meant something to u
but all u did was leave a path of thrones
waiting for me to follow it
revealing my fate
showing what the world realy is
but i still cant believe what it truely is

my heart is set
my mind ready
just say my name once
and am back there

it has been years now
but i have always been so dead
people tell me to get over it
if it was that easy, i would have done it then

i relive the moments spent with u
every second i think of u
the dazzling smile,
the beautiful eyes,
the unbelievable beauty,
the perfect style.

i don't know how it all turned out like this
i don't know how it all passed away
not even looking back for a last glance
but i have waited, i am waiting n will be waiting for it to return
to just once say what it should
to just once look me in the eyes n confess the truth!