~~ Broken Poem by Paul Eisnor

there is something just not right here
the intoxicating smile upon your face
simply melts me without recognition
I feel helpless as i look into taunting eyes
As i fear you will never be mine again
Will i ever feel your touch again?

Despite everything that has happened i still feel as if
Maybe, you are the one that can take all this pain away
All this hatred of a life once was

Im haunted by the bitter memory of what i did
How ive hurt you and why i didnt save you
I lost one of the only things to truly make me happy
I will never forgive myself for what ive done
And i hope you never will

You were my simple wish come true
Inside of complex lies
How couldnt i see that your what i wanted
Why couldnt i see, your what made me want to be

Im ever so sorry but i know,
I know that i can never make this up to you
But is it enough for you to know
I still think about you
I still reminese that night
I still care for you
I still feel that no matter what i do
No mater who i meet
No one will ever be good enough
They will never be you..