But I Am Just Too Stubborn To Accept A Lie Poem by Twisted Moon

In all unrelenting honesty,
All inspiration is lost to me,
Even writing has lost its flair,
And I can’t even get myself to care.

Lack of motivation is lack of life,
Like a birthday cake without a knife,
Nothing but nothing means anything to me,
And all that is something means nothing to me.

Minute by minute still unwilling to move,
I just have to face it I’m stuck in this groove,
No longer running, I’d rather hide,
Something inside of me seems to have died.

Do I need you? You know that I don’t,
Will I come to you? You know that I won’t,
I’ll never admit that I have a problem,
But it’s as simple as that, now you go and solve them.

I am the one a life rejected,
I don’t know what it is that I expected,
Green grass, bright lights, sunshine to call mine,
Three hours of flowers, where the vines intertwine.

Now let’s be realistic, and not too cheesy,
Nobody said this was going to be easy,
If life isn’t a challenge than what out there is?
You can’t have a soda and expect it not to fizz.

But I am so tired of this box that I’ve made,
I’m tired of taking all this stuff and making lemonade,
I wish I can go back, take this lie and run,
And say forget you reality, I am done.