Can’t Fight This Feeling… Poem by bhavesh bafna

Woke up this morning thinking of you
Reached for the warmth of your touch as I always do..
Nothing seems to b the same
No one answered when I call your name
None dancing to the morning tune
Vanish is the sweet smell perfume
The blender Ain’t on
Things have been so much different since you’ve been gone
Where is the home I could’ve called mine
I had such a paradise another place another time

Truth is hard for me to believe
Strange as much as it seems
It never occurred to me
That we would walk on our separate way
Thought our love was here to stay
Its all about the feeling I’ve tried to hide
No matter how hard I try it never subsides
Its about the pain that I’ve endured
Loosing a part of my life which felt so sure

Many a times u believe it’s a treat to be
But then now I know lives not always what it seemed to me
As I walk away on this long winding road
Picking up the pieces of all that’s left behind of my broken heart
To which you didn’t even realize u have played a part?

My life is shambles but who’s really to care?
In the endeavor of somehow defining my useless
Existence is really why I am being spared
Took your love for granted
But I should’ve been much better prepared
Are the fallacies in our relationship all that u can see
What about the moments we shared
The promises of our eternal bond
What about our dreams?

I wonder is it worth living this torturous pain
Got lots to loose not much to gain
As times moves by
Maybe I should give it a try
To me it might seems to be a lot
Moving on is the only chance I’ve got
Doubting all my beliefs, I am learned to be amazed
As lessons in life comes in the hardest wayz

Seems to be dwelling in the dawn of my life,
As hope has lost darkness have won
Trying to find traces of light but can find none
Bruised and battered here I am
Nursing my pain, for let time do the healing
But I still cant fight this feeling…