Cancer Poem by Jalisa Kidd

No one can explain what it feels to lose someone,
A loved one,
The day that I got that phone call,
My heart dropped,
Its laying on the floor beatless,
Never have I thought that,
A strong,
Funny,
Hard working man,
Can be taken so fast,
He was suffering,
It was eating him alive,
Jesus didn't want him to suffer anymore
Maybe jesus was lonely,
Maybe jesus needed a good laugh,
I second guess my faith,
I wasn't ready for you to leave,
How can he take you away,
From your family,
You never watched your grandchildren graduate,
You'll never see your great granddaughter grow up,
Now i am standing over your grave crying my eyes out,
I don't know what to do,
I need your advice
I need a good laugh,
I need to see you,
Just one more time.