Cant Understand Poem by Derek Webster

I just dont understand

why you always do this to me

time after time i cry i cant deny

i love you more than i love me

how could this possibly be?

no other girl has ever touched me like you

this situations has me sickly like the flu

i dont know if im should go now or stay

you leave me feeling so gray

confused because im stuck to stay

can imagine leaving but this isnt the way

this relationship should go

Heavenly Father let me know

what im supposed to do.

you see, i've never had a love so true

so when done wrong, what do i do?

i hurt for leaving and hurt to stay...

but what am i to say?

i love you. i cant stop it.

cant shake it.

cant knock it.

you're no good for me and i know it.

you show it

but i cant end it

only for this thing called love.