Catastrophical Measures Poem by austin marshall

I take my knife, grasp it tightly,
cut everything in sight, anger fumes.
Tears running down my broken face,
gashes cover my walls, pain exposed,
I try not to be upset, but how can i not be.
you love another man, and you are friends,
You used to hate himand all was fine,
But now i know u shall talk, my world shall crumple,
The man that destroyed you,
The man that caused you so much agony and pain,
the man u still love now ur friend,
How can i not but cry, when you are with the one you still love,
Every secound shall be torture, when i know i can lose you,
Nothing shall ever be what it was,
My life in turmoil, stress taking over,
Misery drowns out happiness and my life shall end,
I caused all pain, everything is my fault,
i am a broken soul that you tried to mend,
But in the end i lay in fragments,
Love is a beautiful thing but it kills me so,
When i know u love another and my world is in pieces.