Changing Life Poem by Renee Martin

Somewhere along the way of life
It seems I've lost my way
I really don't know where I'm going
my world just seems so gray

I sit here and think of where I'm at
and where I really want to be
I ponder how I'm going to get there
But there are still no guarantees

How do you make yourself happy
where do you even begin
everytime I try to think about it
I feel the crawling in my skin

The holidays have now come
and it just doesn't feel the same
I feel like I'm all alone
And I'm the one to blame

I live for the angel in my life
for whom I adore with all my heart
But it's kinda sad to say
That without her my life would be torn apart

So how do you make yourself happy
is there somewhere to start
Or is it to late
Have I already fallen apart

So where do I go from here
how do I change my life
how do I fix the things that are broken
where are the words that I need
Why are they all unspoken