Closure (10) Poem by ice johnson

I don't feel like doing anything
I don't feel like walking away from this either
All I want is closure but it doesn't help if your not there

Don't you remember what part you played?
I held your hand everyday never expecting it would
end this way

If you didn't like me back you should of said so
If you wanted this to be over you should of
never came up to me when I was alone

The pain you gave me brings me down
to where I use to be, just when I thought things
were looking up, it was my illusion dancing away

All I want is this to be over since you don't love me
in return, but it doesn't help when your no where
found.

If I must I'll shut the door to nothing and look back
reminding myself how undone this all was.

2010 (C) by Ice Johnson