Closure Poem by Cory Davison

Since you won't give me closure, I've decided to close it myself. Closure a word that has no meaning to you what so ever. You come into my life right when I need you. Just when I had given up hope that there were no good women in the world that meet the things I look for in a shorty, but here you come and smash my hopes all to

pieces just like the rest of the women in my past. You get my hopes up for something real, something beautiful, something that I probably never experience before in my life. You didn't do that you just disappointed me with no explanation at all. I wrote my best poem that I ever wrote to someone and you never told me

how you felt about it or me. I call you to see how you are doing because I know you been through a lot and I was hoping the sound of my voice could at least comfort you in your time of need, and also because you were basically on my mind and I use to love the sweet sound of your voice but you don't pick up when I really

need to speak to you about something important. You don't answer back most of the messages. I write you on the internet to force you into making a choice, but you still gave me mixed signals. I mean..... if you..... if only you would say something for me to hold to we would be here at this point. You could have said anything like

'Im not ready to have a boyfriend right now' or 'I need some time to think.' How hard is that for you to say to me huh? I HATE THIS I SHOULD BE TALKING TO YOU, BUT YOU WON'T ANSWER MY CALLS. DON'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU PUT MY HEART THROUGH? Can't YOU SEE MY PAIN?

Every where I go I see couples kissing, hugging, laughing together, smile, and im frustrated cause I want that. I needed that. I thought you were going to give that to me. Im saying to myself like that could be me and her right now but it isn't. And I get that cold pain chest that hurts me to death. GOD HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND.

I thought he sent you to me for a reason and I thought it was for us to be one to be that missing piece of the puzzle called our lives. Im am so sick of just walking around and watching people in love because I so badly wanted to stand in it, and I wanted to stand in it with you and only you. Do you wanna some of the things that

kills me really kills me? It's that I still love you, but from what I have discovered is that I can't make you love me and make you feel the way I feel. You have to feel it yourself, and if you didn't feel it between us you should have just came out and just said that to me and spared me all this pain that I feel. I still love you for your beauty inside and out your magnetic personality I felt was great. You're the person I just saw myself kicking it with for a long time, but that's over. I also hate you for

what you did to me. It gets to the point where I don't want to ever wanna see your face again as long as I breathe air in my life. So... you see every part of my being is in a constant battle. Fighting to figure out what to do, but for right know I have come to an conclusion. Im done telling and telling and telling a women how they

feel to me, because no women tells me what I mean to them. It's always me telling them how I feel about them and rarely get any compliments about who I am and im tired of just that so im done with that. No more poems to try to win women's hearts over I am done with that to. You may think I am bashing you for the things you have

done to me. No these are my feelings that I have and the truth is I should thank you for opening up my eyes to realize that my poems are not for trying too win over someone's heart, because it pretty obvious that from you and the other women I wrote poems to in the past is that it doesn't help. If a women is feeling me she

just isn't right? Right. My poems are to heal for people who have had so much drama in there life they need a breath of fresh air from reality and I give it to them, because when I put my heart on the line for someone it doesn't work so im guessing that what my poems are really for. So that's it I don't know maybe

someday when you grow up some more and realize that it ain't all about you. That you had somebody good, sweet, kind, down to earth, and so down to be with you and willing to wait for you to come to your senses and come talk to me and be with me. I don't know maybe in the future we can hook up, or at least have a salvage our

friendship, because I was not lying when I said that you where a blessing to me. I still believe that, even though you put me through this drama there still a place in my heart for you. So from my heart to yours PEACE

Enclosure