Confused Poem by Theresa Short

I'm so confused,
Idk whats going on,
someone help me,
I feel like I could cry
My world is flashing be4 my eyes,
My heart is geting ripped out of my chest
My life is getting thrown into a black hole
This feeling wont heal,
Cuz its teh feeling of pain
I was jus meant to have it,
I wasnt meant to be happy,
I wasnt meant to smile,
Nothing nor anybody was suppose to stay with me
first my parents,
then my animals,
then my friends,
then my grandparents,
now you...
Im physically and emotionally and mentally broken,
Never to be healed again,
Im destined to die alone,
Im destined to live alone
I gess I am ganna have to accept my fate,
I might as well end it know,
Get rid of the agonizing pain,
and just shoot my self for a fast painless death,
Good bye to the ones I loved and the ones who love me back,
I jus cant go thru life with out him with me for it.
So good bye and see all the backstabbers in hell.