Confused Poem by Teasia Ruffin

Sometimes I really have to stop and think
Sometimes I wonder why im not allowed
If you want to be my friend
Why are you doing this
I just want to be friends
Your ruining something we both enjoy doing
hanging out and being friends
That can no longer happen
I've never had something happen to me like this before
Im so confused
Im hurting my one and only by being stupid and confused
I want our friendship so much
But I love my baby more
and if she's hurt so am I
I hate to get rid of you
But my girl, means the world to me
She comes first before anything and anyone
I love her
I swear she means the world to me
I hate this so much
I hate myself
She hurts because of me
Im sorry, Im just so confused