Aric Beers

Sometimes I feel like I'm at fault
Like I'm the one that locked her in this vault
This vault of confusion that she's in
I'm the one that let it win
She confused and I'm to blame
I feel guilt when I hear her name
I love her and she loves me
Otherwise this confusion wouldn't be
But what if I accidentally push her away
What if I'm the reason she can't stay
God you said to wait and that's what I'll do
But just like her I'm confused too
I feel like I'm hurting her each time I talk
Just waiting to find it was me she'll block
Lord, what do I do when I hurt the one I love
And when I can't hear the One above
She needs you but what if I get in the way
Distracting her every day
Lord, I love her but I'm scared I'll fail
The feeling that I'm the problem makes me pale
Souris, I'm sorry that you're confused
Just tell me that this friendship isn't abused