Confusion Poem by Trisha Dahn Cochran

I can't figure out what I want.
Do I love him or not?

When he belongs,
To someone else,
I get jealous.

But when he's mine,
I can't take it,
And I want out.

He's so irresistable,
Tantalizing, seductive.

He's sweet, charming,
And good-natured.

But at times,
He's also rude,
Selfish and vile.

How do I pick through,
My sea of confusion?
And take off my mask,
Of insecurity?

Will I get over these trials?
Before he exits my life forever?
Or will I completely get over him,
And kick him out?

For now,
All I know is...
I want him back.