Could You Bring It One More Time To Me? Poem by Alien Zoo

I was supposed to be patiened
But I believed that thinking like that is too ancient
I've conformed to the world
And I've dragged you with me
I'm a thief
innocence between us erased
I can't find it to forgive myself.

Everything went too fast
Everything went too far
Everybody says, it's how it supposed to be
Everybody says, it's ok to feed the flesh

Now look at me
Bloodthirsty creature
Can't sleep at night
Stress overwhelming
And the guilt
Oh the guilt still consumes me
Punishment for my deeds
I can't even look at myself in the mirror
Let stand face to face with you

And demons as my mind torture me, they say: 'Filthy rotten foul beast are not welcome here'

Oh god, forgive me!
I keep running in the dark
Please, bring light, but not too bright that I will burn

I'm a vampire
I'm a vampire
I'm a vampire
I'm a vampire, and you my dear are too

I started hating myself
I could bend time and space
But I couldn't control myself

I hate me
I hate myself
Forgive me
That I hate me

Maybe I don't hate me, personally
It's maybe more the place I'm in

I don't like this place
I hate this place

God, father
bring me to live
I've been dead for a whole
It's not where I supposed to be
Bring the path to me one more time