Craving Pain Poem by tanesha davenport

hearts are racing....
this feels contagious....
this falling senstations....
this long damnation...
im drowning in this sea.....
but no one wants to save me.....
to far gone too far adrift....
me surviving is only myth.....
i cant take this pain yet i want more.....
i want to leave the people i most adore....
this feeling i cant win.....
caring too much was my only sin.....
regret im my heart knowing i coulda been saved....
someone could have gave me the attention i so craved.....

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