Dark Cloud Or Sunny Day Poem by Dawn Lochridge

As the dark cloud hangs over my head I do my best to dream of a sunny day.
I am a dark cloud of gloom that prays for sunny days,
Often referred to asbeautifully broken or desperately seeking drama,
I didn't choose to be the way I am- easily bored and drama crazed,
Iv'e always been sheltered and spoiled. Pitted for my consonant bad decisions,
Is yearning to be loved passionately drama? If so my drama wil continue,
I have a pattern you see of choosing the wrong men to share a love affair with, I should seek Gods intervention.
I tell to much, speak tp openly when things just should simply be left unsaid.
I love my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ...
But oh how I love the man I am married to ad yet he wants othing to do with me,
He doesn't like me- you know you can feel those vibes, a husband that has no interest in his wife any shape or form,
I pray for him to feel my love and see I am the one that has his back and loves him more than myself, ,

Yes I am at fault in many ways -but not in the love I feel for a man that can't stand his wife, , Iv'e lost everything and everyone I love, ,
A lifetime of hurt and pain with a dark cloud hanging above my head,
I can only pray to the Lord above to give me the sunny days I yearn for and the true love I believe I deserve and long for,
The love you only have once in a lifetime and pray not to make anymore decisions to knock me of course, God is my lighthouse and I will stay my course he has put me on, , ,
after all God takes down a path in life for a reason...
My reason will be revealed when my Lord and savior is ready for me to know, , I just pray for my sunny days or my eternal life be spent with the true King of my love above all and everything