Day By Day Poem by lexis matthews

day by day goes on and i wonder. why must i have these feelings? is it me that makes me so unhappy or is it just how i feel. feelings of being unwanted and unloved. scared of how they make me feel. i hold the tears back to surpres the attention that i indeed need and want. but not at the chance of losing. for him to hold me and tlk to me. i honestly dont know sometimes. but to love is such a great feeling, but it can also be scary. maybe i still have to find myself, maybe this is me and i am waiting for him to see the person i am. i am a woman that wants to love by a man that says he is a man: (