Deja-Vu Poem by Hamd Ejaz

the dawn was dusky;
the atmosphere was husky;
the breeze was cool;
i remembered how this weather once made me a fool

the sky had a crack on her breast
her blood flashed on her flesh
it was as if the sky aslo bled in my sorrow
but, my eyes were dry; as my heart was hollow

strong gusts of time-less winds blew
who could survive such a disaster; only a few
the winds along with the flashes
seemed like injuries inflicted by series of scathering slashes

suddenly, a pain zinged through my mind
an old wound on my heart suddenly revived
as the thunderous tides crashed on shores
i couldnt bear the pain and fell on the floor

all i could see was a mysterious mist
i began to fight the pain, as i clenched my fist
words began to echo in my ears
through the haze, i saw her, adding to my fears

the storm evoke the same sensations
all i could remember was the anger, sorrow and frustrations
these feelings were bottled up inside me
but still my pale face was unable to hide them

i then wondered
what makes your beloved surrender?
your tears, your heart or your soul?
no, nothing does, it is mere pomp and show

i tried to win her heart
but, she kept on being apart
maybe, it was written in my fate
not a little bit of her love; and all of her hate!

but it was through these feelings, i understood
that these would do me no good
shattering me when i would reconcile
making me all the more fragile!

perhaps, i would never love again
never would i step in this lane!
i would never burn in this fire
i would never love a LIAR! ! !