....Depressed) : .... Poem by SmashLey Sweetie Simons

WOW....some life I have....
NO matter where I go
I hate all the DRAMA and fights
Family and relationship PROBLEMS!
All the LOVE hate and confusion
Just gets me so DEPRESSED and DOWN
Makes me wanna go DIE any second.
Take my life no AND end it ALL!
END my pain and suffering!
END allt he confusion I have DEEP DOWN!
I cry almost EVERY NIGHT
And think about my depressing LIFE!
I want ANSWERS to my unasked QUESTIONS!
I want my family to be PROUD of ME!
And try their HARDEST not to get me SO DOWN!
I feel worthless and DEAD!
You dont even know the real HALF of it!
BECAUSE I know how to hide my PAIN!
As the pain BUILDS up!
The more I feel as if im just FADING AWAY! ! ! ! !
I FEEL unwanted, & unloved!
Im just 1 Depressed 18yr old mother!