Disassociation Poem by Olivia .o

The smell of flowers overwhelmed my nose

My head started pounding

My stomach began to hurt

and my heart began to ache

What a dumb holiday
I said to myself in revulsion

I pushed the need to cry deep into the back of my mind

I pretended it wasn't real

frustration clouded my thought process

anger began to take over

Fear was the route I would casually take, reading scary stories and such

But right now I couldn't control it

I didn't want to

All of the thoughts clashed together

And I was left numb

So I only had one lat thing to turn to...

and it was fear